Flawed.


People tend to prove you wrong,

when they cannot accept the fact

that they, themselves, were wrong.

They cannot accept the fact that

they’re the ones​, flawed.

They do every possible thing

to make themselves believe

that they were right.
They cannot even look at 

themselves in the mirror, 

For they know that they’ve 

done heinous deeds.

For they know that they broke you,

tore you apart, left you in misery.

For they can still hear,

all your screams, all your cries.

They, now, cannot even face you,

they don’t even have the courage,

the courage to look into your eyes, 

for they know, that, you know everything.
// All their lies. //
-Abhishek Gupta

Pride.

I give advices​,

to my friends, to the people who 

Ask me for it, and also,

to the people who Don’t.

I give advices, because,

I can empathize,

I can understand, if there’s anything wrong

even without them telling me about it.

How can I? Is that your question?

I can understand, 

because I’ve made the same mistakes, too.

I’ve suffered, I’ve cried.

I regret now, because I never tried.

because I know how it feels like to be lied to.

Back in my time, I had no one,

no one to help me, no one to guide.

So yes, I give advices to people,

not because I care, It’s because, 

I know how it feels like, 

to have no one, around you, to help, and,

I don’t want you to lose or give up,

I don’t want you to hide,

Hide behind that wall you’ve built,

A wall, which we, so called humans, calls, Pride.
-Abhishek Gupta

Mai kaun hoon?

Aksar ye khud se puchta hoon.

Mai kaun hoon?

Kayar hoon?

Kafir hoon?

Mai Kaun hoon?

Na ruka ek jagah mai kabhi.

Bhaagta raha hoon zindagi bhar.

Kabhi Khud se. Kabhi Zamane se. 

Mujhe toh ab ye tak yaad nahi 

Ke manzil kya thi meri.
Khauf me jee raha hoon.

Zindagi se hoon mai hara.

Bhatka hua ek naavik hoon.

Dhund raha hoon mai ek kinara.

Na manzil hai na koi pata.

Talash kar raha hoon na jane kabse, 

khud ke Pehchan ki.
Ishq bhi kiya maine, dil bhi hai toota.

Logo ko karte Maine apraadh bhi dekhe hai.

Maut bhi mehsoos ki hai Kareeb se maine.

Mere is seene me na jaane kitne raaz dafan hai.

Zindagi ke bojh tale aisa bhula mai khud ko,

Fiqrana bane ajtak fir raha hoon.

Ab thak chuka hoon is safar se mai, mere dost.

Koi toh bata do.

Mai kaun hoon?

-Abhishek Gupta

Music.

Breathe it in, can you feel it?

Let it flow through your veins.

This is a kind of drug to which 

you should not abstain.

Listen to the beats,

Understand what it’s saying.

Dive deep in this ocean and lose yourself,

Let all your stress and worries be gone,

For music is a drug, you can get high on.

-Abhishek Gupta

Thank you.

I’ve met a lot of humans in my life, i’m sure you’d have met too. So, by now, you’d have also figured out that, out here, nobody really wants to help you or guide you, selflessly. They’re gonna mock you, taunt you for your mistakes, but helping you to correct yourself? Not everyone is going to do that, mate.
But there are few, who will step forward to help you, guide you, mold you into a better version of yourself for the future. Those people are known as your mentors.
Always remember, they’re the ones who guided you all the way, supported you and believed in you. So never think, even for a second, that you’re better than them. This doesn’t mean that you cannot be more intelligent or smarter than them, you can be, ofcourse you can be! But, when you get to know this that, today, you’ve surpassed your own mentors and have become more successful, than them, do not forget that they’re the ones who helped you, selflessly, to become what you are today.
I never came across much of such people, but there were few, who always loved me and helped me to become a better person. I’d like to thank them today.

Thank you.

-Abhishek Gupta

Mentors.


Never forget the ones 

who made you what you are today.

Never forget the ones

who taught you what you know today.

You can become successful, someday,

But you can never become them,

for they have the true knowledge,

they are the ones who polished you,

showed you your true potential,

taught you about life and its essentials.

Soar away, spread your wings, 

aim for success, mate, and soar,

But in all this hustle and bustle,

Do not forget, the ones who made you,

// Your mentors //

-Abhishek Gupta

Isn’t it exhausting?


Isn’t it exhausting?

The whole process of trusting someone,

knowing the fact how it’s going to end.

Why do we even trust people?

We trust and then wait for it to happen.

We wait for them to break our trust.

For that’s how it always has been.

That’s how it always ends​.

When you trust someone,

it, getting broken,

it, getting scattered into tiny pieces, 

kind of, comes with the package,

leaving behind,

the pain, despair and wreckage.

-Abhishek Gupta

Pain, despair and wreckage.

Pain, despair and wreckage.

Trusting​ people too much brings you these three things, my friend. Trusting someone is okay, but trusting someone, anyone, blindly, is never okay. When you trust, you expect. When you expect, you get disappointed. You need to understand that trust is a very fragile concept. Once broken, it’s way fucking hard to be mended, and even if someone is being able to mend it to some extent, the scars always remain. •

The only person you should and need to trust, is you, yourself. You are the key.

Key to success and happiness. Now you won’t break your own trust, would you?

-Abhishek Gupta

It’s within you.


It’s just a matter of time.

When you’ll realise that 

it’s all just an illusion.

All these people around you.

The Happiness that you feel right now.
You search for happiness in people.

But the truth is it’s within you, what you seek.

It’s you who can complete yourself.

It’s you who can make yourself happy.
You, too, will realise this soon.

Look-out for yourself till then, my friend.

It’s just a matter of time.
-Abhishek Gupta

Memories.


Why does it hurt so much?

Recalling the memories.

Even the happy ones.

When you look at yourself,

What you were an year ago,

When you were happy.

But why aren’t you happy now?
It’s a curse to feel everything so deeply.

It’s a curse to remember everything.
You want to know, 

Why does it hurt so much?

Because “happy memories”, 

There’s nothing as such.
-Abhishek Gupta