Adventure.
Best escape from the melancholic thoughts in your head?
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Go for a ride. Wander. Get lost in the woods instead of getting lost in those thoughts.
An adventure awaits you.
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-Abhishek Gupta
I’m scared.
I’m scared of living in this cruel world.
I’m scared of again getting hurled.
I do not fear to admit this anymore.
Yes, I’m scared. But aren’t you too?
I’m scared of the fact that, from people,
So unattached, now I’ve grown.
I’m scared, because love has
Always brought pain to me.
But I’ve always wished, when I grow old,
I want to wake up next to the love of my life,
I’ve always wished to have a small house.
A small house on my own farm.
But I’m scared that I’m going to
Die alone in my own arms.
-Abhishek Gupta
I still feel blue.
I still feel blue.
It’s all murky, the future.
I feel like screaming.
I want to be free.
Free from the nightmare I’m stuck in.
Too tired of dwelling in the past.
Every night a tornado hits me.
A tornado of memories,
And it makes me feel lost.
Lost in the echoes of some voices.
Voices which are very familiar,
But now it belongs to some strangers.
No matter how hard I try to stay jovial,
No matter what I do.
Nothing changes for me.
I still feel blue.
-Abhishek Gupta
Respect yourself.
Respect yourself enough to walk away,
From the things that makes you unhappy.
Loving someone is alright.
Not being loved in return is also alright.
But if your love is being disrespected,
Do not stay quiet, do not lose your sight.
Nothing’s more important than your self-respect.
So, respect yourself enough to walk away.
Be wise, my friend. Walk towards happiness.
You know what’s right for you and what’s not.
You are your own Guru.
// Respect yourself //
-Abhishek Gupta
Incomplete.
Do you ever feel like you’re Incomplete?
Like, everyone’s there with you.
You’ve got everything that you need.
But still, inside you feel,
There’s a part missing.
You do not feel the need of
So many people in your life,
But you want to experience that
Sense of belongingness,
To that one person,
Whom you can confide in,
And you always wonder,
When will you both meet?
Do you ever feel like you’re Incomplete?
-Abhishek Gupta
My friend.
Is that what you call yourself?
By your side, I stood,
Whenever you needed me.
Whenever you fell down,
I was there to get you back up.
We’re humans. We made mistakes.
But I never lost faith in you.
But you did, didn’t you?
When it was about me.
Remember what you used to say?
“We’ll be together until the end.”
Where were you, my friend?
When I stumbled?
When I crumbled?
When I needed you?
Did you even look back?
My friend.
Is that what you call yourself?
-Abhishek Gupta
I need to go.
I know you want to help.
I know you care.
But I’m no more the same.
I have no love left in me to give.
I know you want me to believe.
Believe in you, but I can’t.
I’d like to thank you,
For all the love that you gave me,
But the truth is that nothing can save me.
So, I need to go.
// I’m better off my own. //
-Abhishek Gupta
Hurt.
They’re not going to say this to you,
Before they actually do it.
They are going to stay with you,
Within your shadow.
They will consume you & break you,
Brick by brick, from inside.
They can do anything they want, ’cause
There are no rules that they abide.
Be very careful,
Before letting anyone enter your life,
For they can come in any disguise.
Be lovable, but also be wise.
For they’re not going to say this to you,
// I’m going to hurt you. //
-Abhishek Gupta