Why does it hurt so much?
Recalling the memories.
Even the happy ones.
When you look at yourself,
What you were an year ago,
When you were happy.
But why aren’t you happy now?
It’s a curse to feel everything so deeply.
It’s a curse to remember everything.
You want to know,
Why does it hurt so much?
Because “happy memories”,
There’s nothing as such.
-Abhishek Gupta
You deserve to be happy.
The clouds of sadness might be
Shadowing your life right now.
You might feel like giving up.
But you need to stay strong,
And let not this shadow overpower you.
Conquer.
You need to conquer this inner demon of yours.
Who wish nothing but ill for you.
Conquer.
You deserve to be happy.
-Abhishek Gupta
What would you do,
When you know you can’t do
anything about something?
What would you do,
When you find someone,
You think you were looking for,
Someone who’d make you whole,
Complete you, once again.
But they can’t be with you,
For you don’t complete that someone.
You can’t do anything.
Because, life never is, fair,
never was and never will be.
The ones you can’t have,
Are the ones you always fall for.
And for that, you can’t do anything.
-Abhishek Gupta
Tere noor ka deedar kara de.
Kaafi waqt se kiya hai intezaar.
Kabhi mandir.
Kabhi masjid.
Kabhi Gurudwara.
Dhunda maine tujhe
na jaane kahan kahan.
Kara de mujhe deedar tera.
De de ek jhalak apni.
Noor – e – Khuda.
-Abhishek Gupta
The Gun is loaded.
Pointed at my enemy,
My finger’s waiting
to pull the trigger,
His time has come,
He has now figured.
He cannot outrun his destiny,
He cannot hide.
Soon he’ll be lying down dead,
With eyes open wide.
Can he be saved?
Can he be free?
// I am my own enemy //
-Abhishek Gupta
With a hole in my heart,
And eyes filled with tears,
Standing on the edge of this cliff,
Now I feel no fear.
Been waiting for too long now,
For someone to come and
Fill this hole in my heart,
Fill this emptiness in my life.
Standing here on the edge,
Now I speak to you, my Lord.
Why did you give me hope,
When there was no one
you were going to send?
Is this what you wanted,
Is this how it’s going to end?
-Abhishek Gupta
Rehmat kar tere bande pe.
Takhleeq hoon mai tera hi.
Riha kar mujhe is duniya se.
Zanjeero se bandha hoon yahan.
Karam kar mujhpe.
Panah de de mujhe.
Le ja mujhe jaha rehta hai tu.
Azaad kar mujhe mere takhleefon se.
Rehmat kar tere bande pe.
Takhleeq hoon mai tera hi.
-Abhishek Gupta
It’s not the ghosts or those creatures you find in the woods, that you should be scared of.
You should be scared of the fact that you don’t know what’s going on in a person’s head. You have no idea what they might be thinking. What they’re going to do. You should be scared, because you don’t know what’s coming next.
Humans are what you should be scared of.
-Abhishek Gupta
Don’t leave me broken hearted tonight.
Tonight, love me like there’s
Going to be no tomorrow.
Tonight, make me forget
All my pain, all my sorrows.
I know, you’ve made up your mind.
I know, you’ll walk past me, just like a stranger,
When you’ll see me tomorrow.
I could’ve been a part too,
But you chose a life without me.
You chose your dreams over my love.
Time is a healer, it’ll heal my heart too.
It might take some time, but I’ll be alright.
But tonight’s not that night.
Let’s fill this night with love, with light.
// don’t leave me broken hearted tonight //
-Abhishek Gupta
Stop testing me.
Stop testing my patience.
Stop, before I unleash my wrath upon thee.
I do not care if I loved you once.
I’m tired of me getting disappointed,
Over and over and over again.
Stop, before I forget what you were to me.
I’m giving you one final chance to flee.
Stop testing my patience.
Stop testing me.
-Abhishek Gupta