Anxiety attack.

Let me sum it up for you.
How it feels when a person,
Gets an anxiety attack.
You hyperventilate.
You cannot think straight.
Your head starts brimming,
with thoughts, sick and grim.
You cannot concentrate.
The light in your eyes,
Starts getting dim.
You fall, but you’re still standing,
You feel you’re going to die, alone.
Now you’re panicking, even more.
Your eyes start getting shut,
You try to stay awake, but you cannot,
You just lie down, then you go into a shock.
Darkness lingers in front of your eyes.
And then, you sleep.
You sleep, for a long time.
When you wake up, you see yourself,
Drenched in sweat, still panicking,
Blood rushing to your head.
But you thank God,
for you’re not, dead.
– That’s what I go through. That’s what I feel.
– Anxiety.
– Abhishek Gupta.

Patience.

Patience is the key. The key to success.
The key to happiness. Be patient.
Good will come to you.
-Abhishek Gupta.

Triumph.

Breathe. Use that anger. Cultivate it inside you and channel that anger to achieve your goals and accomplish your missions, your dreams. Use that anger, and you’ll rise a winner. Don’t let that negativity consume you. Overcome it. Overpower it. Triumph.
– Abhishek Gupta.

Anger.

Take a deep breath. Gulp that anger. It just brings negativity.
It’s not going to take you anywhere good.

-Abhishek Gupta

Dreams.

Dreams, I had.
To achieve, I left.
Left alone, I am, now.
Baffled, I feel, among everyone
Amazed too, sometimes.
Looking at this world.
Strangers everywhere.
I want to smell, my land, again.
I want to see, my people, again.
But, This path I’ve chosen.
I have to keep walking.
Not certain I am, where it’ll lead me.
But I will not stop.
Not, until my last breath.
– I will conquer my fear.
– Abhishek Gupta.

Dive into my life.

My friends think I’m a spoiled brat.
Some say I’m blunt.
Some say I’m rude.
But hey, that doesn’t make a spoiled brat.
That’s just who I am.
That’s my attitude.
No, I do not come from a rich background.
I’ve seen all the luxuries of life.
I’ve also seen bitterness of it, the strife.
I’ve seen it all. The Good. The Bad.
I’ve felt that hunger, making me go, mad.
I’ve seen my ma and pa at their peak.
But, I’ve also seen them fallen down,
When sorrow surrounded us, and,
everything felt just bleak.
Yes, I am a bit skeptical,
I am a bit blunt, a bit rude,
And you know what?
I don’t even care about being booed.
My father and my mother gave me this life,
A happy, luxurious and comfortable life.
But they’ve always lived theirs in simplicity.
I’ve seen my family, rich, touching the sky,
But I’ve also seen them crumbling down.
I’ve learned from my father and my mother,
To never give up, to never lose faith.
I’ve seen them building an empire, again,
From the scratches, facing all the Wraith.
Go ahead, come on, NOW judge me.
For everyone, I ever met,
have always done that.
I might look tough, I might look rough,
I might sometimes be a prick,
But before you judge me,
Come, my friend, take a dive into my life,
Look, for real, who I am,
beneath this rugged skin.
A son, a brother, a broken lover.
Dive into my life, and you’ll know,
Why people say this phrase.
– Never judge a book by its cover.
– Abhishek Gupta.

Human mind.

Your grades won’t help you to become a better person. You study to gain knowledge, that’s the main objective of studying. Scoring good percentage and getting good grades is a different thing. Each human mind is different from another. They work differently. My brain cannot function the same way as yours and vice versa. Good grades or not, you’ll succeed in your life. Just believe in yourself. Trust yourself. #KnowledgeMatters

– Abhishek Gupta.

You’re Different.

Paranoid to meet new people.
Rejection follows wherever you go.
Humans are not what you expect
them to be all the time.
Some humans will embrace you with love,
Some will give you hatred for no reason.
You cannot blend in with this society.
You cannot mix up with the people.
For you are not meant for it.
For you are meant to stand out.
Be proud of who you are.
Be proud of what you are.
For you are.
– Different.
– Abhishek Gupta.

INDIA.

Hindi is not our National language, Mr. Tharoor says. ​True. It’s not our national language. There’s no denial in that. But, Hindi and English are considered the OFFICIAL languages in INDIA. Thus, knowing Hindi is important, not a compulsion, but important.
There are 22 official regional languages in India. Everyone is free to practice any language they want, but, understanding Hindi and English is important. People opposing Hindi does not make any sense. Imposing Hindi on someone is wrong, but opposing the fact that Hindi is our official language is really horrid and absurd at the same time.

– Abhishek Gupta.

Peace.

Happiness and Peace comes from within.
It’s all in there, you just need to find it.
You shall achieve what you yearn for,
All you need to do is believe in thyself.

– Abhishek Gupta