Would you love me,
even when the world
will be against me?
Would you love me,
when my head will be
filled with self doubt?
Would you love me,
knowing the fact that
I have no will to live,
and that I think about
ending my life twice a day?
Would you love me,
even when I don’t
love myself?
Would you love me,
and pull me out of
this miserable life
I am living right now?
But wait,
who am I even asking
these questions to?
You,
don’t
even
exist.
-Abhishek Gupta
Tujhe dekha aaj maine.
Kaafi waqt ke baad.
Ek jhalak mein
pehchan nahi
paaya tujhe.
Aisa din bhi aayega,
kabhi socha na tha.
Shayad sach mein ab
maine tujhe is dil se
nikaal phenka hai.
Waise,
kaafi sehmi si
thi aankhein teri,
Jhuki hui, nazre
churaati sabse.
Shayad mujhe dekh
teri aankhon ne tujhe,
teri bewafayi,
teri dagabaazi,
ki yaad dila di hogi.
Tujhe dekha aaj maine.
Kaafi waqt ke baad.
-Abhishek Gupta
चल मेरे संग,
आ ख़्वाब देखते है।
तू रूबरू हो मेरे ख़्वाब से,
मैं रूबरू होता हूँ तेरे ख़्वाब से।
संग संग प्रयास करते है।
एक दूसरे के ख़्वाब को,
हक़ीक़त में तब्दील करने की।
चल मेरे संग,
आ ख़्वाब देखते है।
-Abhishek Gupta
Liquor in my hand.
I haven’t been drunk
for quite a while now.
I remember the last time I
held a liquor in my hand,
I drowned myself in it,
thinking it would help me,
to forget everything.
I feel like drowning
myself again.
But I know it won’t
help me, because,
it didn’t help me
the last time.
I’m drowning
in my sorrow.
-Abhishek Gupta
We say all the time,
Money doesn’t matter.
Money can’t buy happiness.
But deep within, we all know
that we say this
to make ourselves
feel better about
ourselves and our life.
Truth is,
Money is all
that matters,
in 21st century.
-Abhishek Gupta
I miss myself at times.
I miss the person I once
used to be, before that
chaos tumbled
my life down.
A chaos
called
Love.
-Abhishek Gupta
Galti teri nahi.
Galti meri thi.
Ke bharosa kiya tujhpe.
Pak tha dil ka.
Shayad isliye tere lafzon par
Yakeen kar
kafan baandh apne
tabahi ki oor chal baitha.
Aur us tabaahi ka naam
Ishq tha.
-Abhishek Gupta
A new day, a new beginning.
Close the chapter of negativity
from yesterday and reboot yourself.
Start afresh with positivity.
-Abhishek Gupta
Stop trying to seek happiness.
Stop being so hard on yourself.
When you’re sad, be sad.
Don’t force yourself to be happy.
Your sadness will eventually subside.
And you will start smiling again.
Always remember this.
You don’t find happiness.
Happiness finds you.
-Abhishek Gupta
This time,
I won’t let anyone
take away this smile
and my happiness, from me.
This time,
I’m going to rise
back up, stronger.
This time,
I won’t let anyone
break my heart.
This time,
I will protect it,
and I’ll protect myself,
because this time,
I won’t let anyone
take away this smile
and my happiness, from me.
-Abhishek Gupta