Writer’s life.

We’re going to keep writing, forever,
for, we can never stop,
for, we won’t stop.
We can never be empty,
empty, of emotions and feelings,
’cause, just like a jar,
when it’s empty,
someone comes and fills it again,
and that’s the beauty of it,
of us, of everyone who writes.
They can never stop,
for, it’s an endless loop,
and endless cycle.
We feel. We write. We vent.
We do it all over again.
– Words matter.
– Abhishek Gupta.

Why?

It’s your choice, to choose,
happiness over sadness.
I’ve heard this, from many.
Well, I chose happiness.
I chose bliss, over sorrow.
I chose freedom.
Then why am I still imprisoned,
inside my own head, with sadness?
Why am I still, alone, trapped with rage?
If it was my choice, then,
why am I still drenched in
pain, sorrow, and suffering?
Maybe, ’cause, I chose happiness,
but happiness, didn’t choose me.
– Bipolarity.
-Abhishek Gupta.

Khuda.

तेरे नूर का दीदार करा दे।

काफी वक्त से किया है इंतजार।

कभी मंदिर।

कभी मस्जिद।

कभी गुरूद्वारा।

ढूंढा इन आंखों ने तूझे

ना जाने कहां कहां।

अब देदे एक झलक अपनी

थक चुकी है ये आंखें

तूझे ढूंढते ढूंढते।

करा दे मुझे दीदार तेरा।

करा दे मुझे दीदार तेरा।

– नूर-ए-खुदा।

– अभिषेक गुप्ता।

Be truthful.

Why lying to someone, anyone,
that you love them, care about them,
When you have no such feelings, in actuality?
Why faking that love, that care, that affection,
When you don’t have it for that person?
What’s the point of being hideous here?
You tell them, that you care,
and that person believes you,
and then, what do you do?
You shun them when they need you.
You break their heart, for you lied, to them.
Why this duality?
Embrace what you are.
You don’t like somebody?
You don’t want that somebody, to be around?
Tell them, that you don’t want them.
But don’t be a dual faced person,
Who makes the life of others, miserable.
How would you feel, if someone,
you consider your own, someone you love,
someone you think care about you,
would do the same with you?
Feeling it, yet?
That emotional breakdown,
That feeling of betrayal,
That trust being getting
hammered into pieces?
Stop being frivolous.
Embrace your reality.
Embrace yourself.
Be truthful, to yourself,
and to others.
Love is divine.
Or at least it is considered.
So don’t make it dirty,
with your heinous acts.
– Love and be loved.
– Abhishek Gupta.

Acceptance.

I’m burning in agony.
This is the result of your felony.
Strangers we’ve become,
A constant struggle,
My life has become.
Lonesome nights,
Drowning in rum.
A crucial situation, filled with,
Agitation,
Aggression,
Hesitation,
I have become a living example of negation.
Whether to love. Whether to hate.
So confused, I cannot even interpret.
I guess I have to accept now,
Accept my gruesome fate.
– Abhishek Gupta.

Meri pyari maa.

Ek alag hi sukoon ka ehsaas hota hai.
Jab mere sar pe tumhara hath hota hai.
Jata hoon dur jab jab tumse,
Bagair aansuon ke mai rota hoon.
Muskura toh deti ho tum, par pata hai mujhe,
Haal tumhara bhi andar, kuch aisa hi hota hai.
Jannat hai pairon mein tumhare, aur,
Lafzo se nikli har baat tumhari hai dua.
Lad jaau is duniya se mai.
Gar koi keh de tumhe kuch.
O meri pyari pyari maa.
Mera abhimaan ho tum.
Meri pehchaan ho tum.
Mere is dil ki dhadkan.
Mera sara sansaar ho tum.
– Happy mother’s day.
– Abhishek Gupta.

Anger.

All these years, all this time,
This rage inside of you, this anger,
It has all accumulated, inside,
waiting to burst out, to bring destruction,
to bring the wrath, upon everyone.
This anger, you can use it either,
to bring destruction or use it,
to achieve everything in your life,
which you always desired,
which you always wanted.
All you need to do is, use it wisely.
Forge your anger and displace it,
to a place where it’ll help you,
help you to excel, succeed, win.
Anger, if used, in a proper way,
displaced to a proper place,
can help you find and explore,
a person, who was concealed inside,
a person, thriving for success,
who was, all this time, hidden inside you.
He can help you, to get what you want,
to become what you thrive to be.
To win this quest, to search this person,
you need to embrace this anger, and,
use it to solve this quest, to find where is he.
– Anger, if used properly, is the key.
– Abhishek Gupta. 

Pretentious.

There’s a difference between,

Luxurious and Exorbitant lifestyle.

Why do we need to show,

that we have an extraordinary life,

a life, better than the rest of the humans?

A baller, leads an extravagant life,

and it’s something understandable,

but why do we need to pretend, 

pretend to be a baller, 

when we’re not, what’s the catch?

Ordinary people, we all are,

Ordinary, is our lifestyle,

and it is not something 

we should be ashamed of, 

why should we be?

The most successful people,

Those billionaires you know,

you’ve heard of, who have become,

what they’re today, by sheer struggle,

did you know, prefers to live, a minimalist life.

‘Cause, it’s beautiful.

‘Cause, it’s amazing.

‘Cause, it’s quintessential.

– Don’t be pretentious.

– Abhishek Gupta.

Tired soul.

I never restrained myself,

from loving my people.

Love is feeling, that brings bliss,

in your life, in others life.

This is what I used to think, before.

This is what I believed in, before.

But people always tend to prove me, wrong.

Every moment in life, when I loved, someone,

all I got in return was betrayal and suffering.

Was it my fault, to expect from people,

whom I loved and thought they loved me, too?

Tired, I am of these people now.

Here, now, I sit beneath this tree,

Under its shadow, I feel, now, so free,

Under its shadow, I, now realise,

All people, whom I love, do is hurt me.

– Tired soul.

– Abhishek Gupta.

Breathe.

Why to stress over things,
things which is not even worth,
your time, your energy?
Why to stress over people,
people who broke you,
hurt you, brought you pain?
Why to stress over, anything,
that’s not ever going to change?

Why would you take stress,
knowing it’s not going to help you,
knowing that you’re going to fall
into that self made delf of torment.
Stop, thinking, about things,
you cannot change, you cannot mend.
Stop, ’cause you’re just making
everything​ harder, for your ownself​.

– Breathe.

– Abhishek Gupta.